just a dream

when i write in this blog, it's all true thoughts. nothin is ever left out or excluded. i'm not even sure anyone even reads this blog lol. but to me, it's not a waste of time, bcuz in the future, when i look back at this, i'm gonna be able to see how much i grew up! so i'm just gonna keep writing this blog on the daily. so lately, i've been checkin up on this really talented girl named jasmine villegas, which is supposedly justin bieber's girlfriend. her voice isn't too bad and neither is her dancing. i'm so jealous of her. she's so gorgeous and she's livin out her dream. but seriously, that's not what i'm jealous of her for. i'm jealous of her bcuz she looks so happy at where she's at, living it up in california, doin what she loves. she's not famous yet but she's well on her way at the rate she's goin at, opening up for every concert on justin bieber's "my world" tour. ughhh it's not even that i wanna be famous. i wanna feed to the frenzy. i wanna be all smiles in california and work hard til the early hours of the morning. i wanna do big things instead of sit around doing work in school. but continuing a proper education is good in the long run. i feel like i'm destined for greater things. all i want to do is leave my mark on the world.